Freedom

I am Freedom

Liberate

Carefree

May-devil-care

Reckless

Selfish

Rebel

But this is MY LIFE

And I BOUND to LIVE it

With MY OWN way

Selfish request

I want to keep all of these for my self. Dont want to share it just now.

Please understand. If you are still not understand. Then just let it go.

Every Single Little Thing

It will become complicated, when you trying to know everything about me in details. Coz you wont know that if you are an eon away from me. I don’t have to explain everything to you, or to anyone else. I think I still have right to choose the person I want to share with.

I already try the best I can before. But it failed. The gap was too wide for me to cross alone, with you only standing there. I was tired. Until finally I gave up. Now you are here. You want me to tell you every tiny little detail in my life, my poems, my writings, my songs, even in my head.

Please….I don’t want to be mad at you. I know that you care. But not everything has its reason. Something happened because it happens. And sometime we don’t know the reason behind our action. We just follow the path. Don’t accuse me because of something that you don’t understand.

Just don’t think too much.

Don’t always trying to find the hidden meaning.

Not every single thing has its meaning.

Birthday Wishes

Birthday. It is special? I dont know. Someway it is special, but in other way, not that special. Just ordinary day. Just a day to remind me that i am one year older than this date a year a go. But are'nt we all getting older every passing second? Getting older is absolute, while getting mature is an option, and ofcourse getting wiser need age, maturity, and also experience.

I am here. Step upon this fragile land. Trying to get a hold for my self. My dreams, my wishes, my hopes. Everything still in nowhere land. And here i am. Another full year. A full circle like before. Still trying and trying. Still a lady of dream.

Well, i think that I should say thank you for all of you who remember it and say your good wishes to me. No need the list. Because all of you already remember and generous enough to say it.

-Thank you so much-

This Never Happened Before

I'm very sure, this never happened to me before
I met you and now I'm sure
This never happened before

Now I see, this is the way it's supposed to be
I met you and now I see
This is the way it should be

This is the way it should be, for lovers
They shouldn't go it alone
It's not so good when your on your own

So come to me, now we can be what we want to be
I love you and now I see
This is the way it should be
This is the way it should be

The lake house movie....romantic but kinda absurd. And this song really sweet. Just like you.

Thanks for being with me dear one. Thank you for loving me and that you are willing to be with me this far. You are a 'rare find' indeed -hugs-

Ask

.......
tanya hatimu
benarkah dirimu masih mencintai aku
bukankah dulu
kau mau menunggu pernyataan cinta dariku

tanya hasratmu
benarkah dirimu masih membutuhkan aku
bila tak berubah bicara padaku
kepastianlah yang ku tunggu

......

Just ask what your heart need to....

Come back

My demon just came back and said "Hi, how are you?"

and I said "Fine, thank you, and do me a favor: GO BACK TO HELL !!!"

Do and Dont

I dont think about you. I dont think about you. I dont think about you. I dont think about you.
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I dont think about you. I dont think about you. I dont think about you. I dont think about you.

But

I

Do


*Siyal*

Eradicate

Trying hard to speak and
Fighting with my weak hand
Driven to distraction
It's all part of the plan
When something is broken
and you try to fix it
Trying to repair it anyway you can

There is no turning way. Can not be repaired.

It is a total eradicate. Why everything is always ended like this? I just sick of it.