Mar 22, 2007

A Glance to My Personality via Quiz


You Have Your PhD in Men

You understand men almost better than anyone.
You accept that guys are very different, and you read signals well.
Work what you know about men, and your relationships will be blissful.


Your Relationship Will Last... A Long Time!

Your guy is ideal, as close to Mr. Perfect as he could be
If you took this quiz, you may be doubting that...
Don't! No guy is perfect but yours comes really close
You guys will last for many years, as long as you appreciate him!

Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover

You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you!
Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter.
You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you.

You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable
Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life
By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover.

Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives.
Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours.
No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.


Your Love Style is Ludus

You like to think of love as the ultimate game
And you love to play... even if it means lying a little
You're a bit afraid to be close, and you don't get too attached
A serial dater, you tend to date a few people at once
And it's all good, until one of your sweeties finds out!

You Are a Coy Flirt!

You're not so much a flirt as the type of girl who draws flirts in
While you look like you're just relaxing, secretly you've got your game on
A little look here, a little wink there... you give men the encouragement they crave
And in return, they flirt up a storm with you - while you just sit and smile


You Are A Relationship Rescuer!

You don't ruin relationships, if anything you keep them together
The key: you respect yourself and your guy. Which goes further than you might think.
You simply treat your guy how you would like to be treated... the old golden rule.
And in return, he treats you like gold - or at least tries. And how perfect is that


You Are Champagne

A true mystery, no one can quite figure you out...
That is, until you start drinking. Then you tend to let loose.
You're fun to drink with, but it definitely takes you a few drinks to loosen up.
You prefer to date a man who likes the finer things in life... like a five star dinner with that champagne.



You Are 26% Evil

A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well.
In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.


Mar 20, 2007

Journey











Time slipping
away
Only leave trail
of memories behind
Life is pacing
ahead
With dreams in
each our tiny steps
But this hollow
room in my heart remains empty















The time fairy
whisper in my deep but restless slumber
‘Your prince will
coming to you at his own time. Just wait.’
But don’t you
know the little she-devil?
Live alone in my
heart’s labyrinth
The same broken
angel that hiding too quietly
She has been
alone too long













Now she wants to
unfold her frail wings
With stitches all
around it
She is no longer
need prince to make her fly
She only need a
warm nest to coming home to

And I will build that nest…
With or without that
prince





Mar 1, 2007

My Religious Philosophy


You are Agnostic

You're not sure if God exists, and you don't care.
For you, there's no true way to figure out the divine.
You rather focus on what you can control - your own life.
And you tend to resent when others "sell" religion to you.



Feb 26, 2007

Sleep Walker












To
the night that eluded my sleep
And
the conscious minds that won’t let me slip
Hauling
me across wakefulness
And
I dawdle to fret
For
things better unthinking of













I
long for ignorance
Not
a pool of remembrance
When
void dream embrace me
Sanctuary
in welcoming blackness
Lost
in the abyss













But
peace already sliding away
Only
chaos
Turbulence
of sore emotion
I
just step in and ripped a part
Shattered
to my very core





:: This is not me, only a
shell of me








Feb 8, 2007

Stand Up!


Don’t you know that I am a she-devil?
Don’t you know that, yes, I am THAT cruel
Don’t you know that the more you give up, the meaner I am?
Don’t you know how to stop this torture?

Just stand against me, not just retreat back to your damned
nest
Like you always did
Never fight back
Never try
Never live the life









You laugh at other people that you think stupid enough.
But if you stay like this, you are as stupid as they are.






Gosh, sometimes I think you are not a man at all, only a
shell of life.







Am I not insulting you enough?
When you will be able to be strong enough?







Feb 7, 2007

Weakling




I hate weak people.



Not fragile, just weak. Not physically weak, but mentally
and physiology weak. Those who do not have a clue about their life. Who can not
think (or even act) for their own sake. Who can not decide the course of their
own life. Who whine to the rest of the world because they can not get what they
want to, but they never fight for it. Who too childish to ever grow up, or even
refused to grow up because they can not handle the pressure. Who dependant to
other people to make them feel happy. Weak....is weak....when they always say I
can’t do it, while the true meaning is I won’t do it. There’s a huge gap
between can’t and won’t, don’t you think?



They make me want to throw them to the nearest cliff. Punch
some sense to their brain. Dose a certain amount of reality to their dreaming
state. They just annoy me. They just make me irritated. Please, life is so
hard, and cruel. If you never be able to stand on your own feet, how the hell
you can support yourself, even less your family? Be strong, for God's sake.
Stop complaining. Stop thinking. Stop talking. It is time to ACT.



I hate weak people; especially those who don’t want to take any risk at all.
When you don’t take a risk, you don’t sacrifice a thing. You want other people
around you to look upon you. To take you in their wings and coddle you. To give
you everything you want but you never give them in the same degree. To be love
but you never love them as they want to, only as YOU want to be loved. You
never…ever take a necessary risk to breach the bridge. You want them to see you
but you don’t want to see them back.



Because you feel that the world already did injustice to
you. You feel that you are a martyr, while the true is you are a coward. How
come you say that you are always suffering from the world, while you never
figure the way to be happy, to at least peek from your bloody comfort zone. You
just enjoy all the attention you get from your victim state, disguised with all
the crap about let-us-pace-our-own-path-in-our-own-time. Hell, it is just an
excuse to be understandable, to be fussed around, to stay in your childish
form.



But those tricks won’t be work against me ever again. Look
what happen when I struck you. You just retreat to your chamber and sulking.
Don’t you ever thinking to stay and fight if you think everything that I hurled
to you it is not true? You are not a peace seeking who avoid conflict, but you
only too afraid to face the truth. You are too afraid to be hurt, while you are
hurting other people who care about you with your withdrawal from the world. You are just too weak.



I am a complainer. So let me complain about you.



I am a meddlesome woman. So I can meddle your life.



And
you let me to be rude to you.



Because you are too weak to defend yourself. If you do not agree, just come and
fight me.

But I bet you can not do it.



I am a warrior who always sees the world as a battle
field,

while you are a daydreamer, who chooses to stay in the cocoon of unreality
world.

Dream will always be a dream, without a warrior to carry it and make it come
true.






Jan 30, 2007

Suicidal Mood







It is the time
To lie down and let the death avenger to finish its job
Cut off this sham of life
Just like I end your beloved life





….I want to die, at least hibernate……