Kekasih hujanku,
ini
Hingga rintiknya
menabur sendu
Berjarak malam dan meruang senja
Sampai basahnya merenggut resah
Berbatas angan dan menggoda mimpi
Hingga terasa begitu gigil
Deras basahi kering kalbu
Kuyupkan sukmaku
# Dan kita bisa bermain hujan bersama lagi
I
am pushed over the edge.
Maybe
you do not realize it.
But
I do feel it.
Please,
could you be so kind to ask politely if you want something from me?
I
am not a superwoman or a head of this family.
But
I am trying so very hard to become one.
Just
try to understand me and don’t ask too much.
I
know I am the one who should take all the responsibility.
But…please
don’t push me too hard.
I
am trying….You know I am trying.
Or
for you I am not trying hard enough?
To
fulfilled all the needs and wants of this family?
Or
shall I work harder and harder than before?
Until
I turn to a working machine (or money machine)?
Yes…
I know that I am the one who should take the burden.
But
why no one care to share it with me?
Just
a little understanding and compassion will be enough.
I
won’t ask anything else.
know I should not complain.
But…just
do not pushed me over the edge
I
am tired….
Can’t
you see it?
-Need
a big and warm hug…ASAP-
Kupu
kupu itu kau
Kepak
sayap raba sisi hati
Terbang di antara kapiler darah
Jelajahi sel kelabu
Meledak bersama serotonin
Bombardir pori pori asaku
Tersirap matamu
Gilakan sadar
Akal terjungkal
Hingar mencandu
Desir sayapmu
Culik kantuk
Lupakan mimpi
Hingga insomnia mengunyah malam
Pagi pun datang terlambat
Sibuk merajut jarak
Dan rumit memeta waktu
kupu itu kau
Bercinta
dengan sunyi
Silam
yang mewujud
Tertuju
pada gamang
Sulaman
nasib berbalik arah
Terseret
pasrah oleh hasrat
Ingkari
keterlepasan
Jika
rindu tak tuntas
# Kupu kupu itu kau
Dan rinduku pun jelma kupu kupu
| You Have Your PhD in Men |
 You understand men almost better than anyone. You accept that guys are very different, and you read signals well. Work what you know about men, and your relationships will be blissful. |
| Your Relationship Will Last... A Long Time! |
 Your guy is ideal, as close to Mr. Perfect as he could be If you took this quiz, you may be doubting that... Don't! No guy is perfect but yours comes really close You guys will last for many years, as long as you appreciate him! |
| Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover |
 You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours. No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover. |
| Your Love Style is Ludus |
 You like to think of love as the ultimate game And you love to play... even if it means lying a little You're a bit afraid to be close, and you don't get too attached A serial dater, you tend to date a few people at once And it's all good, until one of your sweeties finds out! |
| You Are a Coy Flirt! |
 You're not so much a flirt as the type of girl who draws flirts in While you look like you're just relaxing, secretly you've got your game on A little look here, a little wink there... you give men the encouragement they crave And in return, they flirt up a storm with you - while you just sit and smile |
| You Are A Relationship Rescuer! |
 You don't ruin relationships, if anything you keep them together The key: you respect yourself and your guy. Which goes further than you might think. You simply treat your guy how you would like to be treated... the old golden rule. And in return, he treats you like gold - or at least tries. And how perfect is that |
| You Are Champagne |
 A true mystery, no one can quite figure you out... That is, until you start drinking. Then you tend to let loose. You're fun to drink with, but it definitely takes you a few drinks to loosen up. You prefer to date a man who likes the finer things in life... like a five star dinner with that champagne. |
| You Are 26% Evil |
 A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well. In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil. |
Time slipping
away
Only leave trail
of memories behind
Life is pacing
ahead
With dreams in
each our tiny steps
But this hollow
room in my heart remains empty
The time fairy
whisper in my deep but restless slumber
‘Your prince will
coming to you at his own time. Just wait.’
But don’t you
know the little she-devil?
Live alone in my
heart’s labyrinth
The same broken
angel that hiding too quietly
She has been
alone too long
Now she wants to
unfold her frail wings
With stitches all
around it
She is no longer
need prince to make her fly
She only need a
warm nest to coming home to
And I will build that nest…
With or without that
prince
| You are Agnostic |
 You're not sure if God exists, and you don't care. For you, there's no true way to figure out the divine. You rather focus on what you can control - your own life. And you tend to resent when others "sell" religion to you. |
